I thought id start this blog to show you the otherside of pregnancy that you dont see!
So you see all your friends saying "By the way, Im Pregnant!!!" and you may think Awww...
You see all these things about blooming in pregnancy an all the nice things!!!
But hold on, that is by no means what ive been going through lol sooo here is my pregnancy!!!
So ive spent most of last night awake, feeling SO sick!
the worst thing about feeling sick is not being sick because you just cannot get rid of that horrible feeling...
And why people pay to get pregnant! its beyond me lol
The first couple of months are just a nightmare, i love the fact you get a lovely beautiful bouncy baby at the end of it. But the whole sicky and unsettled stomach is so not good!
Last night i could of easily cried with how crap i felt! :(
But on the plus side i think its all good that im having these symptoms as it shows my hormone levels are high and thats what is causing all this bloody sickness!
At the minute im obsessed by buying and doing Pregnancy test's.... I think its cos where i didnt plan on getting pregnant its like OMG! so every time i go past a chemist i think ohhhh i have to buy one! Despite the fact i have two other children and have been through 2 other pregnancies before and know what to expect im still in shock!
So my first pregnancy was 8 years ago now, she was planned and it happened very quickly infact in the first month of trying i fell pregnant :D I was over the moon.. But i was 18 and had so much going on that i didnt even notice many pregnancy symptoms... Sorry tell a lie, the first thing i noticed was how my legs would ache. Do you remember in school or just after a long run when you suddenly stop and then you have that tingley feeling in your legs kinda like a pins and needles feeling but just not so sharp? well thats how i would feel.. But after doing the most sillyiest of things like walking up stairs or walking anywhere steep. But this time i have that as well.. MADNESS! what pregnancy does to you!
My second pregnancy - was nearly 6 years ago now.. She wasnt planned but we have one accident one month and a whole 3 weeks later a positive test... ARRRRGHHH lol i was soo worried having less then a 2 year age difference. But it worked out really well. Second time around NO symptoms at all... So when i found out baby number 3 was on the way i thought woo hoo this is gunna be a walk in the park! :D
HOW WRONG WAS I?
This is buy far the worst start to a pregnancy ive had... not bad as in horrible things have happened, but as in pain and sickyness and all the other wonders that come with pregnancy!
SOOO ive gone way of topic like normal (i do this alot lol) but back to the pregnancy testing. Ive now done in total 9 tests in 2 weeks! and any one buying tests will tell you for a decent one they arent cheap!
BUT im so pleased that last night i had my first ever very very very dark positive!
Where ive always tested soo early ive always had very very pale ones but this is soo clear there is no denying it!! :D
IM PREGNANT!! WOO HOOO :D
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