BIG UPDATE... BIG NEWS! - WERE PREGNANT!!!

Sooo here we are again... 


To say im in shock is the understatement of the century.. Who would have thought that less then 3 months after losing my baby id be pregnant again!
I cannot get over the shock of everything happening!!! 


BUT i am very happy...


Although a big part of me is very scared im feeling so much more positive then i was with my last pregnancy so im hoping that this is a good sign :)


So what can i tell you... I have my first doctors appointment on the 2nd August to get arranged and sorted for my antenatal. Im actually very worried about that more for seeing my snooty doctor who wasnt best pleased i went in the first time let alone me going in 4 months later to tell him again lol... But im hoping seeing as i had all the tests done only 4 months ago they wont make me have them again! Im still getting over the ammount of blood tests and everything i had last time!!!! 


So i found out i was pregnant on the 25th July and by my calculations id be 4 weeks and 3 days(pregnancy test worked out that i was 4-5weeks) but by my period id be 6 weeks and 2 days! Obviously when i see the doctors i will tell them my period dates and they will work me out more.... but im just very excited either way! no matter who you work it out!


Im happy that ive found out this week as ive got so much coming up in the next couple of weeks that the time is going to go so quickly. ive worked out i turn a new week every saturday so im going away Monday which will make me 5 weeks and 2 days... by the time i get back ill be 6 weeks... then 3 weeks after that ill be 9 weeks and then i go on holiday again! 


I think the nine week mark is when im going to panic most.. As My little lady's heart stopped beating between the 9-11 week mark! :/ So that will be a scary time, but the best thing about it is ill be in a nice sunny country and hopefully wont need to worry and the time you go on holiday it goes so quickly that i wont notice it and then 2 weeks after im back ill have my 12 week scan... unless the doctors call me for my scan at the period date of 12 weeks and in that case ill miss it as ill be on holiday! lol

Sooo other then that what can i say... 

Ive done over 12 tests :) and all have come back positive :)

So this time i plan on sharing every part of pregnancy! Cos when i lost my little lady i wished i had wrote more and told every detail.. so i had more to remember! so sorry guys your gunna have to listen to me moan alot more :)